So, after 10 days without a cigarette I'm dying for a cigarette right now. I desperately need one at the moment, but okay, it's impossible. I have no cigarettes left at home and all the shops are closed (except the gas stations, but it's to far to drive to). So I'll keep on dying for a cigarette. I will survive.

Day three

Hey there! So the first really irritating thing about trying to stop smoking is the constant hunger. Since I'm also trying to lose weight it's pretty hard; no smoking and just healthy food. But okay, at least I made the third day without smoking a cigarette. Maybe it's easier at school to quit smoking, because outside it's cold and there are no people in my little group of friends that are smokers. At work it will be harder, but I'll survive that part. Love!

Hello there! I will introduce myself quickly. I'm Marcha, 17 years old, high school student (I think it's high school) and really in love with the most beautiful boyfriend on earth. I have two sisters, aged 10 and 14. I love to write and I also have a dutch blog (http://www.storyoftheheart.blogspot.com). I'm also totally into music and reading, but I'm not as boring as it sounds. I'm a smoker. Or maybe it's better to say 'I was a smoker' until two days ago. I had to make this decision way earlier, but I just couldn't. But I want to do this, I have to do this. It's way better for my own health, for other people's health and for my relationship (my boyfriend is against smoking). This will be my story, my way to the better life without smoking.